THAT WAS MY END I THINK!!!!!!!

I am asking myself where I failed completely, I am asking my soul did I polluted you anyways, I am asking my hands, did I used you for doing wrong things. All are mum, they are not giving me clear answer, and I don’t know why they are playing this game with their own body and with their own soul. I must say something is going wrong inside my body. Not a single organ of mine, is answering my questions clearly and with honest opinion.

I am very disappointed with this kind of a behavior by my own people; I tried to make them happy by putting my best efforts. I fulfilled their requirements by continuously feeding myself, so that they will remain active and alive. But all in Vain, they completely rejected me, disgraced me and left me alone in this dirty world .Now I have decided I won’t spare you also, I will destroy my each and every part so that you will die in such a pain that you have never thought off. But I did not know that brain is also one part of mine, he started sending signals to all parts of the body about my destruction plan. They became active and now they came up with a plan of destroying me. I was just thinking, but they were damn serious and they started giving wrong signals .But their was one loyal person who really cared about me that was my “HEART” he rebelled to them and fought for me but opposition was so strong that they tore him into pieces and some sucked blood out of veins. I was in such a pain, I was asking for help, no one rescued me, and no one even came near to me to get me out of this Hell.

Then I realized that in this materialistic and selfish world who will help you, who will understand your feelings, when your own people have left you alone. I tried to cry like hell but my eyes got jammed up, my body became restless, I am not able to get up, blood was oozing out of my body. I never expected that state in my whole life, I thought it is easy to fight with your body, I thought it is easy to die. I was always wrong and today also I was in wrong imagination. I tried to recall all the good deeds which I did my whole life but they were few because I could only see darkness surrounding and haunting me. I felt like I am in witch house where all horrible animals and all ghosts are ready to tore me and suck my blood. I quickly opened my eyes for few seconds so that I will get out of this scene .But now everything was going out of my sight and out of my distance.

Finally, I realized that it was my end, I looked around and cried for help but no one was around. But anyways I have to bury myself otherwise all insects will eat up my body parts. Then another thought striked my mind and the horrors that I have to face in grave, I was again shacked, it was double torture for me .one of dying another of grave. Finally I saw a big waterfall nearby me; I crawled slowly towards that waterfall and jumped into that and my dead body was flowing with water and I was no more in that dreadful pain and I was dead and my soul has left my body alone.

That was my end I think!!!!!!!!!!